trap_life

young pope Three of my fav things on the planet and being able to write about them is just great lets start with some definitions what is a drug? a  drug  is any substance  (other than food that provides nutritional support ) that when inhaled,injected,smoked,consumed,absorbed via a patch on the skin, or dissolved under the tongue causes a temporary  physiological  (and often  psychological)  change in the body what then is a physiological and psychological change?  well these are changes that affects the function and the mind  of a human body why then do we take drugs? drugs has been a part of the human culture before the evolution of modern medicine,as a part of some spiritual and religious culture for instance an amazon shaman has to partake of the ayahuasca (yage) a hallucinogenic brew to  "generate the divine within" there are also  smart and designer drugs smart drugs commonly known as  nootropics  help to improve memory,concentration, thought ,mood ,learning

WHY DO YOU THINK I FEEL NOTHING? even though i mostly act like i do, even when i say i don't feel anything , even when i declare on the roof tops that i feel nothing, i am a goddamn human for god-sake , i feel something, there's an heart inside my rib cage, after the drugs , after the pills , after the potion , after everything!!, after everything!!!, i am human , i have a heart, i put my hands on my chest and it beats there's a rhythm,i check my pulse blood flows in my veins, i see my mum, and i see my dad, i hear their cries, it hurts me too, i tell them it hurts me too, i tell them i am in pain, they are not happy, they don't believe, they think i am a junkie , i sound like a junkie, i know, i act like a junkie, i know, i need help, yeah, i know.  what are you offering?, is it mediocre? is it mundane? is it routine? is it the same thing everyone is taking? i won't accept it... i'm not crazy , neither am i insane, i just want things to change, i am so

  I just lost an entire page of my blog draft , how can i get it back does any one know?, is it even  possible to recover something like that? i'm writing about this to let my fellow writers know about how painful it is to loss your drafts, because now i have to right an entire post about the previous  post that disappeared (hate repeats) how do i do that? lemme try and recall everything on that post step by step     FIRST (there will be no second) there was a part about how things are going to be official on this blog and how i'm going to start learning from a guy called Jeff Bullas   and how there was this chick on medium who influenced my life without her knowing and how i was going to burst someone's head and destroy an others hut, there, that's the summary of the entire page that disappeared of cause i can't remember every single line i wrote, it's goon!! goon!! goon like the wind never to be seen again, i have to come up with fresh ideas,fresh stories,

HI THERE  kuzzzi here,there are two demons in my head not one like regular people (with one demon and one angel) let me explain demon1 and demon2 both of which carry out one simple task feed, demon1 feeds on any and everything while demon2 feeds on small bits of everything, what is the use of demon1, simple,it can't speak but it can tell the source and health on whatever it feeds on, demon2 can speak but it can't tell the source of it's food he's also vulnerable to poisonous food so whenever food is available demon1 has to taste it first to tell demon2 if it's conducive and if demon2 is satisfied he takes a small piece of the food living the rest for demon1 as expected, i call them demons because the food they feed on is the information i pass to them, if i don't feed them daily with enough reasonable information my head starts to ache and i can't rest, they need constant food, constant attention, and all they do is take up space in my head, demon