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bored with commitment

Hey Kuzzzi here, so sorry i missed a day damn i failed you guys, there's no excuse if you want to know the short answer i am sick and the process i take to get my med was so slow,my ISP was slow, and my life is slow, but i'm here now, i'll probably do a double post to compensate,i did read about xxx (real name Jahseh Dwayne Onfroy nick names x.xxx.triple x.xx..young dagger dick.dickxiller. source wikipedia) he seems like a chilled dude(do not be deceived he a beast) i'm still a fan(supporter, whatever, i fucks with the nigga) i love the nigga he a G.OA.T,he a real one, he gone burst your head today was a fucking weird day, (x for president damn sucks he has to be on probation till 2023 sucks he being labelled a ex con ) just woke up(going back to sleep after this post)time just passed 420am (now518am,(you know what that means )) oh well i'm not letting up  that easy, i want to do this, and i will do this for an entire month, i don't know where i 'll get my contents from but i'll keep posting everyday, every fucking day(except on days when the drugs become too strong and I fall asleep, days like today ) rat me out, tell ma parents, try to stop me, i don't give a fuck it's not like this will be the first time,do your best to stop me i'll do my best to move ahead,i don't put much thought to this, do i? (nope) just post, because i can, i will keep doing this, Trippie redd coming up tomorrow,  i'm still on my quest for the meaning of life i'm still searching for answers still wondering what the fuck i'm doing alive, why the fuck i feel empty and dead inside, writing is the only thing keeping me going now, why the fuck everybody  seems dead to me they all seem empty what is wrong with me why am i like this even?, am i a liar too?, do i even know what life is all about? so many questions its dark, real dark, so dark i can barely see my keyboard, i hate darkness, but i reside there, i breath there i literally live in the dark, whats going on? who is there to blame for how my life turns out? who is there to blame but me? no excuse i don't have any fucking excuse i will put in the work to the very end

Elyssa from the end of the fucking world
kuzzzi_out

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