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CHANGE YOUR PLAN!!!!!

Hi There
kuzzzi here, I don't understand the world, I don't know what is real or fake, I don't know what to do, I don't know if I'm being scammed or not,if I'm being played or if I'm the one making the play, I just don't know anything, I could pass up as stupid or dumb or socially ineffective, I don't know and my not knowing is driving me nuts(psyche it's making me want the truth more)
 I want the the truth, I want to know the truth (which I may regret afterwards but still...) I want to know "the way",I want to feel secure(not on earth bro you'll forever feel insecure) what is real someone tell me anyone pls, show me, I'm so tired of the world right now, i don't know who to trust anymore or.....
DAMN!!!, this is so much STRESS, I'm tired I really am.
 I'll be doing things differently on this blog, as from tomorrow, I'll start (already started) sharing to  other social media,start telling people about my blog, I want to get to the truth of life,I want to know why i'm living, why i still breath in oxygen and give out something (what was it again carbon some....)I want to to feel something, i want to know(like really know something(if it's willing to be known )) something, I'm tired of just brushing through the surface I'm tired of just touching the Iceberg, i want to feel it hit(or CRASH!!) my boat (don't got a boat though),Just want to do something that's worth my time, give me a time, tell me to meet you at 8:00pm, for an interview, tell me you just want to talk, and do that. Don't tell me you want one(1) and you start asking for two(2) that sh*t pieces me off big time.
 Were are the real people on this earth?! were are the ones who aren't fronting?, were are the ones who gone ride or die with me?, were are the ones who will keep it one hundred(till the very end)? DAMN!!! it all DAMN!!! this world to the seventh depth of hell!(if it's real( i love you avicii(it breaks my heart that you died so young!!! )))
 Starting tomorrow i'm going to start researching the following artist, xxxtentacion,lil peep,tripie redd, tekashi 69 and maybe some others, but I'll definitely start with x, he's the one i f**k with the most right now my whole world may literally be built around him so i want to know, i just need to know if he's really real and not some weird robot.... i need to feel him, i want to feel him.
 I'm done, I'm not fit to write today, but I have to (because i respect your feedback)
P.S kuzzzi_la_cuz

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